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Well, today has been absolutely depressing.  The whole ac system in my car is screwed up and broken down, and it's going to cost 1300+ to fix it.  Mind you my car has been in the shop twice already for some bad engine trouble.  I'm so ticked off and upset and don't know what to do.  Broke and can't afford to go get a job until after finals.  We're going to try selling it to a dealer and will be seeing what that crappy dealer who sold it to me will offer for it.  All the while trying to be encouraging to Clint in his job search, and keep my grades up so all my effort this semester won't be wasted.  This just flat out sucks.  Did I mention I'm supposed to be trying to save up for my wedding since it seems like I'm the only one paying for it?  I just want to sit down and cry and have been fighting it all day.  Not to mention I've finally realized my energetic loving cat Petey needs a new home where he can be an outside cat.  He's not a bad cat, just is bad for my very small apartment.  Needs room to roam and prance and chase birds without breaking stuff.  Ugh....so yes bad Monday I'm through with you.  So frustrated, and have been praying for all of the above plus a lot more and of course for God's will but I'm very discouraged with it right now.  If I could just sell that pos car and make it til after my finals to get a job, I will be so relieved.